“There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life.”

—	Kurt Cobain

Alicia

Self

I truly wonder, having self-respect and painting how you present yourself. I can do it right? I just want to love myself the right way, but I do know past is past and if there's no mistake, one will never learn. Just hope this lesson last a lifetime.

Alicia

Unforgotten draft

No shit, I still have a draft post of you. Hah! How silly of me. Lost my cellphone, it's taking a fucking toll on me. How silly that night was. I cannot and will not open my heart freely anymore. Silliness or stupidity is contagious perhaps, if not, why did I allow to get myself into this?

How ironic.

Alicia

Words

Words, I find them more relatable now than ever. Maybe the lack of reading since young just coils up to depend on words now. More than images, which reads only a single emotions, words are definitely much stronger than one, it conveys much more and much stronger. I'll try to squeeze time and make it a habit to definitely read more. What I lack, I shall make it up. Heh!

But I still lack in going gym as often as I want. Gah.

And I think, I just had the sudden realization that I wanna stop and throw the manner/lifestyle that is actually killing my body. No, seriously. My body's taking a toll. Getting old.

Alicia

Week 4

Sigh, isit wrong to be fairly concerned bout a task eventhough it's not a heavy weightage of percentage? I just wanna ace this semester. I know I'm trying my best to finish this task as another class test is KILLING me :( It's really hard to be concerned about a person's feelings as well as understanding your heart's content to do something. That's why I'm not in a relationship, or else I'd die of trying to figure out what the other person is thinking all the time. FRUSTLAH!

On another sidenote, a little warning for myself,
Don't succumb to people who make you feel special for temporary moments only.

Alicia

New found love!

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 New found duo. Gettin' in touch with ma J-HIPHOP love here yo. It's beeeen too long. Damn!

(they're a real duo artists, they make covers! awesome!)

Alicia

Cheers to a healthier me!

Gonna have to start rid of all the toxins in my life and start making full use of everything possible. Can't be livin' with regrets! On a very motivational sidenote, I joined the gym! hence the temporal incentive I'm having at this moment. Hah.

Alicia