Eat.

I kind of know the reason I binge.
Yes, after this long I've figured it out.

I'm alone most of the time and I need food to accompany me.
That's a valid reason.
I eat when I'm with people and eat more without people.
When will I ever kick this lifelong habit?

It's just a matter of time.


Alicia

Tum Tum Tummm Bluuur.

Tumblr is so addictive, it makes me sick.
Time passes so fast, it makes me paranoid.
We all say goodbyes, so why do we stick like glue.
Hungry yet tummy could not sustain all the food.
Fat yet still do not take action.

LIFE

Alicia

2NE1 is LOVE.

Never have I found 2NE1's songs this related.

Have a day where everybody is around you but not with you?

Everyone shows a friendly face but not a friendly gesture?

Have a day where you feel damn low?

Just wanna be pretty just like that girl?

HELL YEAH!

Alicia

Middle.

Hah, I don't think I could do it.
Whatever shit I've been worrying, I don't have a good feeling.
Graduation's in the next 12 hours or so,
I'm even ranting what to wear for it!
Ugh. Honestly never liked to care bout how I wear my clothes.
But graduation is neither formal nor casual.
WHY things can't be exact.
It shouldn't be a half half thing.
I hate being in the middle of what not.

For example :

• I know mandarin but I'm not good at it.
• I am good in English but I'm just an average writer.
• I am fat but not thin. (lol)
• I'm neither short nor tall.
• I'm neither tomboyish or girly.
• I'm full of feelings in a second and another minute I'm dull as a paper.

WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH ME?! lol.

Wish me luck for graduation and not shame myself.

Alicia

Emotional.

I'm in a very whatever mood today.

Everything is being a chore.
I've been in binge eating lately.
Gained weight, the heaviest.

Feeling shittier than ever.

Alicia

Red Nose.

Wooo!!!

Ate like a piggy today, but just a simple day indeed.
I'm still tired from lack of sleep boohoo.
Must MUST sleep early today as my skin is beginning to turn worse!

Internet & Facebook has DEFINITELY dominated humans.

Red-nosed-clown is back. boohoohoo.

Alicia

So what ?

I FEEL FREAKING FAT ALREADY .

SO SHUT UP !

NEED TO IMPROVE MY STUDIES FIRST OK ?

AHHH ! I COULD RIP A HEAD NOW !

EVERYTHING'S AFTER FORM 5 ... WTF ?

WTF ??

Fattie !!!

I'm a fattie .

I know I've said this like a thousand times ?
And people tend to comfort you like a thousand times too .
Yes we all been through it .

The truths hurt .

My relatives says I'm fat .
Sob sob , I thought I was doing fine .

I must exercise already . Or you'll see me with 100 pounds of fats .
As someone said it .
I want to play badminton with the same people we use to play ,
Miss them although they left school already . They probably won't even see this lol .
But I like playing badminton with them . I really miss that days . HEHEHE !

I want to SWIM ! Been ages since I've swim . Really ages .
I want to go to a theme park ! Not Sunway Lagoon please . Been so many times !
I want to play the trampoline ! I REALLY LOVE IT !
It's the best time I've had at the trampoline in UK .
I like how you feel so excited that your hearts pump really good .
It's as if I could still feel the excitement when I wasn't playing it . It's really nice .



I have a big appetite nowadays ...