What...

Hmmm... What to do...

Alicia

Happiness...Where Is It?

There's always this person I want to become and the person who I hope to become. I've always think I can do it but I would think of the consequences of my action. I'm worried. I'm starting to get worried for everything. My condition is like a fucking roller coaster. I'm so tired of my current life. Everything I do is never a point. There was no meaning in my life. I honestly live for nothing while others pray to live. What is my destiny? I know destiny seems so cliche, but really, what is my destiny? Where is my stand? Where do I stand in this freakingly huge world? Do people even notice my existence? I can't seek my happiness. I just don't find happiness in myself. It could be because I'm still struggling with my issues...or just the past. I can't forget the past nor can I overcome the present. I'm just not happy with myself now... I'm not...

Alicia

Note-to-self.

  Alicia

I Can't Take This Pain.

Pure awesomeness in their album.
1 of my favorite songs. So much emotion I'm moved to tears.
I kid you not, it definitely made me teared.
And I barely like ballads but this is an exceptional.
It's mostly in english! Give it a try!

Alicia

Mummy's Birthday.

My second favorite man.

29.8.11

Love it, yet to finish.

Alicia

Silent.

Overslept, never felt this energy to stay awake despite being damn sleepy.

Alicia

Someday, I.

This song is just pure beautiful. I can relate :)
I actually think this moment is emotionally hard for me to do anything.
I'm not sure if it's just stress or depression. LOL.
Anyhow just enjoy the music.

Alicia

Calm.

Stay calm and drink tea.

♥

Alicia

What IS Different?

Don't you think being different itself is actually very difficult? 
You want to be different but you want to be blend in. 
So what makes different, DIFFERENT?

Alicia

No Actions Taken.

Hair dropping everyday. It's killing me.
Gaining weight everyday. It's KILLING me.
Stress bout assignments but no actions. IT'S BLOODY KILLING ME!


Shall have a proper post that I intended on. Adios.

Alicia

How to obtain.

Not in my right mind now. Been sleeping late like nobody's business. You know when you want happiness for yourself, do you compromise or be selfish? If you compromise you'll never be happy and if you be selfish obviously you don't want no shit to be treated back at ya. Besides knowing the truth hurts, so do you stay oblivious or fret over it? What if happiness is all in the mind? You can be happy with yourself and do what you are doing or dwell over it, over and over again. So how do I obtain basic happiness? What is happiness?

Alicia