Middle.

Hah, I don't think I could do it.
Whatever shit I've been worrying, I don't have a good feeling.
Graduation's in the next 12 hours or so,
I'm even ranting what to wear for it!
Ugh. Honestly never liked to care bout how I wear my clothes.
But graduation is neither formal nor casual.
WHY things can't be exact.
It shouldn't be a half half thing.
I hate being in the middle of what not.

For example :

• I know mandarin but I'm not good at it.
• I am good in English but I'm just an average writer.
• I am fat but not thin. (lol)
• I'm neither short nor tall.
• I'm neither tomboyish or girly.
• I'm full of feelings in a second and another minute I'm dull as a paper.

WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH ME?! lol.

Wish me luck for graduation and not shame myself.

Alicia

Afraid.

I'm so afraid of the future. Wondering if things would even go well.

I'm considered well-off than others who thinks I'm lucky enough.

I admit, but I too am wondering if these things are worth it.

What should I do for my future now?

I'm at lost. I need a voice but none other than myself's.

What should I do??? I'm afraid to think.

I'm so afraid I'll be alone.

I'm so afraid I'll never cope.

I'm so afraid I'll never learn.

I'm so afraid to be dependent and independent.

I'm so afraid of everything.

What shall I do? Be myself?

Or be able to please everyone?

I'M AFRAID.

Alicia

Putting effort in blogging.

Sooooo, I have this problem.

My hair...

Long, short?

Bangs, no bangs?

Till then.

Alicia

BeBe.

Did I introduce you guys my doggie?
Hehe, it's a toy poodle but currently he's botak. He's my everything now. Did I mention, he bit my newly headphones. I'll never forget. But I love him too much!
Now let the pictures talk!



If you've seen my facebook, he's inside most of the time now. Haha.

Have a little faith.

Alicia

Time Passes So Fast!

Title says it all.

It's nearly been a year since I'm in FIA.

Awesome.

But finals practically is tomorrow since it is AM now.

So the question is... CAN I DO IT?

I've yet to study finish.

Lazy worm eating my brain and energy!

Ain't kidding,

Or probably just...

OLD HABITS DIE HARD

(smack this on my head please)

I think I would regret this laziness...

THINK CML. THINK!

Alicia

Just you wait and see.

No matter what, I will have to do it myself.

I should be more independent,

I should be more hardworking,

I'm in my last "teen" years,

I can only rely on myself.

Alicia

I want to be.

This sudden but longed thoughts.

I want to be pretty.

I want to be thin.

I want to be smart.

I want to be able to dress up.

I want to be like you.

I want to...be...

Who am I you ask?

I'm just whoever you think I am.

Alicia