Take Note.

Note To Self,

Please be mature to handle things.
The anger within me is piling for minor matters.
Find a way to release it.
Don't give yourself excuses.

Alicia

Head or Heart?

I'm in tears but for no apparent reasons.
I wonder what feelings were those.
I miss being me me. Today, things made me see things clearer.
I just miss being comfortable with nobody being a pest, haha. JK.
But yeah, I miss being myself, but who am I? How is being oneself?
That's the question.

This particular boyband made me so happy :)
AHHH! UK BOYBANDS IS LOVEEEEEEE! :P

And this song is just pure love lar!

JUST LISTEN!

I've been wondering who these people singing this song,

Great that I've found it! Snagged their album ;)

Alicia

Lols.

What a day.
Ups and downs.
Thanks for being there for me.
I really needed it. Loves!

Here.

Alicia

Twit.

"You can't find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, and what makes your heart happy."

So bloody true.

TRUE!

Alicia

Middle.

Hah, I don't think I could do it.
Whatever shit I've been worrying, I don't have a good feeling.
Graduation's in the next 12 hours or so,
I'm even ranting what to wear for it!
Ugh. Honestly never liked to care bout how I wear my clothes.
But graduation is neither formal nor casual.
WHY things can't be exact.
It shouldn't be a half half thing.
I hate being in the middle of what not.

For example :

• I know mandarin but I'm not good at it.
• I am good in English but I'm just an average writer.
• I am fat but not thin. (lol)
• I'm neither short nor tall.
• I'm neither tomboyish or girly.
• I'm full of feelings in a second and another minute I'm dull as a paper.

WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH ME?! lol.

Wish me luck for graduation and not shame myself.

Alicia

Afraid.

I'm so afraid of the future. Wondering if things would even go well.

I'm considered well-off than others who thinks I'm lucky enough.

I admit, but I too am wondering if these things are worth it.

What should I do for my future now?

I'm at lost. I need a voice but none other than myself's.

What should I do??? I'm afraid to think.

I'm so afraid I'll be alone.

I'm so afraid I'll never cope.

I'm so afraid I'll never learn.

I'm so afraid to be dependent and independent.

I'm so afraid of everything.

What shall I do? Be myself?

Or be able to please everyone?

I'M AFRAID.

Alicia

Putting effort in blogging.

Sooooo, I have this problem.

My hair...

Long, short?

Bangs, no bangs?

Till then.

Alicia