Anonymous Bastard.

I don't know to cry or stab myself now, when I vowed not to take petty things seriously. But in this matter I CAN'T! Because some bitch who is anonymous spoils my day. That bloody son of a bitch! Sorry for being offensive but after all is MY BLOG right? I can rant all I want right?! UGH! Long story cut short, some anonymous stupid driver broke my side mirror. SCREW YOU BITCH/BASTARD! But I shall not let minority matters screw me. KARMA will decide, I believe so. Thanks little driver, it just proved yourself how bloody fool you are. I admit for parking illegally at the side of the road, but you have no rights to BREAK MY MIRROR. For now, where my anger water boils, I see no forgiveness whether its accidental or not. LOL. But I'm so frust now! Firstly because it's not legally my car. Secondly, obviously my dad has to pay it, (again, previously for saman fees)

This is irrelevant, MY BLOODY KYBOARD LETTR 'E' JUST CAME OFF. BLOODY FUCK. SWEAR IT WAS NOT ME. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO COMPLAIN TO MY DAD CAUSE IT'S NEW. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCK.

Alicia

Uni? Universe? University.

Begun to realized how I'm being so unproductive.
U-N-P-R-O-D-U-C-T-I-V-E
And how I have so little time for anything.
Haven't settle down since university.
Oh gosh, even the word UNIVERSITY gives me goosebumps.
All the cliche spreads about university,
and it seems so far fetched from what I know.
Still not getting used to it, or never getting used to it.
I just want to settle down, get everything done and sort out.

In need of a personal assistant, or maybe just a brain I'm in need.

Alicia

Music In My Head.

Found some really good gems in Youtube :)
Can't express enough love for JAYESSLEE *hearts*

They're just so much love and passionate for music.

Alicia

2NE1 is LOVE.

Never have I found 2NE1's songs this related.

Have a day where everybody is around you but not with you?

Everyone shows a friendly face but not a friendly gesture?

Have a day where you feel damn low?

Just wanna be pretty just like that girl?

HELL YEAH!

Alicia

Repayment.

Thank you.

I can never express it in front of them.

Can I ever repay for what they've contribute?

I don't think so in this lifetime,

But I will definitely try my best to give them the best in the future.

What more can I say?

They gave me food,education,a home and definitely love.

How should I repay them?

Probably by studying hard :)

Sincerely Thank You,

Alicia

What else to say?

I've been wondering,

I always blog when I'm depressed, upset, emo, angry.

What to blog during other times?

Sometimes my mind is so blank like a paper.

I'm easy to read, so... question is,

What else to blog?

Alicia

Forever.

This month is probably one of the hated months.

Not a day i go by without cursing, and i rarely curse (sometimes)

Don't know maybe PMS or i'm depressed, probably depressed.

Life sucks for now.

Lots of thoughts of what's going on currently. Never had i felt so depressed.

Moreover,

In this century, does anything lasts? What do you think? Part of me believe things will last forever if you definitely put your heart to it and believe, but a part of me knows that NOTHING will last, including ourselves. I'm always torn between the yin and yang. If that made sense? hah. But yeah, I know there's always the good and bad but what if things are meant to be just yes or no, good or bad, up or down, left or right. What's left to do? Go all out and dance all night cause I know nothing lasts? or be wise and stay cool and maintain posture? I don't know.

Trust no one but yourself.

What's life to me anyway?

Never had I so badly want to disappear in my life.

More importantly, WHAT IS LIFE?

Alicia