Shits During Work Sucks.

NOTE TO SELF :

LEARN YOUR FUCKING MISTAKE,
AND DON'T TAKE SHITS SERIOUSLY.

Sincerely yourself,

Alicia

Endless Goodbyes.

How nice if people could just rely on something lifeless.
How would things turn out?
Would humans be contented with their feelings?
To rely on something that will never meet your expectations,
What for? When you could rely on things rather than someone.
But in order to survive we need to rely on others.
But would the others give in and flatter us?
Or would they say goodbyes and leave scars?

These feelings will never be told.

Alicia

Growing Up.

I'm scared, I'm scared of every single shit. But isn't that normal? I can't just please everybody but I just want peace. But people give faces and their true color shows. That just hits me hard. Treating others like gold but in return all you get is a slap. A slap verbally or emotionally straining your trust and kindness. So question is, this society is already screwed, and people screwing each other so how do we live?

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University intake coming, best friends going to a far place and just being hardworking ants, emotionally attached to your work and colleagues, starting to worry about your family, family gatherings which I hope would end nicely, the whole Lim clan is coming back from the UK. All these just makes me fall hard. Where do I belong and what the hell do I want? I, a millionth gazillion times said these already and able to see your face cringes at my whines but that's the fact, for now. I'm losing touch in myself lately too. Can I ever repay my parents and the money they invest for my education? Will I be able to make it? Can I ever EVER see their true happy faces?

I'm losing touch.

Losing my sanity and myself.

Alicia

Jotting my thoughts.

What can you do other than to think it's your fault?
Am I at fault for being stupid or naive?
Naive by nature or naive by stupidity?

What could you do when people pick on your weak points?
All you can do is not to sit and stare,
But to smile and walk away.

"We're all good at some things and not so good at others. The Paralympic Games, for example, is an opportunity to educate people to look at disability differently, to say don't judge people on the one thing they cannot do, but on the thousands of things they can do". - Marc Woods.

Alicia

Take Note.

Note To Self,

Please be mature to handle things.
The anger within me is piling for minor matters.
Find a way to release it.
Don't give yourself excuses.

Alicia

Head or Heart?

I'm in tears but for no apparent reasons.
I wonder what feelings were those.
I miss being me me. Today, things made me see things clearer.
I just miss being comfortable with nobody being a pest, haha. JK.
But yeah, I miss being myself, but who am I? How is being oneself?
That's the question.

This particular boyband made me so happy :)
AHHH! UK BOYBANDS IS LOVEEEEEEE! :P

And this song is just pure love lar!

JUST LISTEN!

I've been wondering who these people singing this song,

Great that I've found it! Snagged their album ;)

Alicia

Lols.

What a day.
Ups and downs.
Thanks for being there for me.
I really needed it. Loves!

Here.

Alicia