Saturday, October 31, 2009

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Study .



Originally uploaded by Pink Sherbet Photography

So I had green tea latte today !
Yummy !

Confession

I have lots to say but everytime I blog it just moved on . lol .

Sooo ... after seeing people studying and all ,
makes me feel so stupid . It does . Well , I'm not smart .
I admit I don't even know my form 4 syllables much . I know ...
But for me that still can online eventhough the crucial time !
It's 1 month + more to SPM ! I can 100% tell you I'm not ready at all .
I'm just frustrated at me .
I know to feel scared and worried but no action . What's wrong with me ?

Another thing , you know , I was a ballerina .
I'm at the stage where I could use REAL shoes ...
The ones standing with your toes .
I'm not very good at it though but I love my teacher you know haha :P
I've been following her since 6 , but I stopped due to UPSR . Can't cope .
And I learn piano . I remembered how passionate I was .
I couldn't forget that obviously . But slowly I didn't practice ...
You can say I played it since I was std something . Younger .
But I just didn't take exams . And stopped awhile and continue back during high school .
I love my teacher too :) She's a friend I could talk things through .
You could say I treat her more as a friend than a teacher .
But I stopped cause I can't cope with my studies and the schedule .

I feel really regret not taking things seriously .
It's always half way . Half heartedly .
I hate that . You know what they say ,

You can't watch a movie half way , you have to watch it till the end .

Yes , it's like life . You can't stop half way !
But what's my ability to do it ?
Where's my determination ? Where's my passion ?

And Mommy , sorry for being so unreasonable .
I know how ridiculous I can get . Sorry !

So what's next ?

Oh , did I mention , I LOVE G.I.JOE !!!
It's the best movie after Transformer :)
That's my opinion though !!! AHHH !

The suave smooth moves !

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Hello !

I didn't online for 5 days already ! AHHH !

ACHIEVEMENT !
:P

Forgive previous post , too much stress .

Got to go !