Week 4

Sigh, isit wrong to be fairly concerned bout a task eventhough it's not a heavy weightage of percentage? I just wanna ace this semester. I know I'm trying my best to finish this task as another class test is KILLING me :( It's really hard to be concerned about a person's feelings as well as understanding your heart's content to do something. That's why I'm not in a relationship, or else I'd die of trying to figure out what the other person is thinking all the time. FRUSTLAH!

On another sidenote, a little warning for myself,
Don't succumb to people who make you feel special for temporary moments only.

Alicia

New found love!

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 New found duo. Gettin' in touch with ma J-HIPHOP love here yo. It's beeeen too long. Damn!

(they're a real duo artists, they make covers! awesome!)

Alicia

Cheers to a healthier me!

Gonna have to start rid of all the toxins in my life and start making full use of everything possible. Can't be livin' with regrets! On a very motivational sidenote, I joined the gym! hence the temporal incentive I'm having at this moment. Hah.

Alicia

Rage

People have been pissing me off to no bloody end. Acting as if being all mighty in front of me, just because I'm young. Well, fuck you very much. You're not a bloody bit more mature than me, just so you know. So stop fucking pissing me off to no end, because of what you yourself could not change. I am in no heart to brag shits, but I had good intentions of telling you what you should do, but you just had to give me that shit attitude of yours which people fucking acknowledge you for, it's not the first time, that's why I'm in the verge of fucking flipping this table.

If people could not stand getting advice nor just to listen to a younger person's words, THEN DON'T FUCKING WHINE, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! Do you really think a younger person's mind is much less wiser than yours? Do you think a younger person's mind is as childish as yours? Age has nothing to do with how one expresses their opinion. UGH. I'll never forget this humiliation you gave me.

On another situation, even though adults may be right, please choose your words wisely, a fucking kid could fucking rage inside, just so you know. Just because you're older doesn't mean you can insult a much younger person.

I guess I'm born stupid, huh. This is why I hate people, most of the time.

Alicia

Not enough.

Not pretty enough,
Not skinny enough,
Not intellegent enough,
Not good enough.
From being selfishly oblivious to such comments,
I'm now succumbing to these stupid comments,
Yes, I know it's stupid yet I succumb to it.
I'm only human after all.
As you merge into communities or societies, comments are poisonous enough to kill you little by little, unconciously.

Unfortunately, that is.