I miss writing,
Why didn't I realize it earlier.
Looking but not seeing,
Doing but not feeling,
Remembering but not understanding,
The thoughts that flows,
Could not be interpreted.
Believing despite knowing it,
Trying but no one knows,
We seek help but we choke,
Thus relying alone,
Just disguising.
Pretty much sums up what I'm thinking for now.
I'm so afraid.
Afraid for it may happen but it's on my hands.
There's not much time to fool.
Alicia