Scared.

Am bottling up my anger, scratched myself.
That's how I deal with it. Aside that,
I'm feeling slightly chilled but also stressed with the upcoming exam.
How am I suppose to deal with this?
I'm doubting myself for the exchange thingy, but I'm clearly scared.
I don't know if I should apply or not, I hate the paperworks.
But I want to go exchange. But am I worth it? sigh.

Anyhowwwwwwww, am addicted to these songs right now.

Am totatlly addicted to Dalmatian.
Scrolled through the tumblr tag of Dalmatian, made me feel much better.
I know..lol.

Alicia

Randomness at 1am.

Exams are on next week. Hardly prepared at all and wondering how did I managed the pass 12 weeks. Miracle indeed. Things I've been wondering lately, Law of Attraction. I think it's kind of true, think about it, if you keep thinking positive, positivity will come in to your life, think smart and you'll always wanna be smart. Though I've yet to read all about it, after exams, definitely will I read 'The Secret'. I'm actually randomly blogging cause I'm listening to some slick R&B beat, chinese it is. Damn, have I listen to some great beats in awhile. I need to revamp my life, in self-development of course. I don't want, but NEED to change. Actions speak louder.

Alicia