Forever.

This month is probably one of the hated months.

Not a day i go by without cursing, and i rarely curse (sometimes)

Don't know maybe PMS or i'm depressed, probably depressed.

Life sucks for now.

Lots of thoughts of what's going on currently. Never had i felt so depressed.

Moreover,

In this century, does anything lasts? What do you think? Part of me believe things will last forever if you definitely put your heart to it and believe, but a part of me knows that NOTHING will last, including ourselves. I'm always torn between the yin and yang. If that made sense? hah. But yeah, I know there's always the good and bad but what if things are meant to be just yes or no, good or bad, up or down, left or right. What's left to do? Go all out and dance all night cause I know nothing lasts? or be wise and stay cool and maintain posture? I don't know.

Trust no one but yourself.

What's life to me anyway?

Never had I so badly want to disappear in my life.

More importantly, WHAT IS LIFE?

Alicia