Unreachable.

Who is to be blamed, for tugging the strings of my heart,
The you who is perfectly sculpted with the aims as high as touching the sky,
Or me who is only watching from far still hoping for her dreams,
These strings who've been plucked,
The sound it vibrates, mellowly reaching for you,
The you who's oh-so-bright,
The you who's oh-so-perfect,
These strings which you've plucked.

Just a something I'm giving to you.

Alicia

BY2!

Haha, got bored. I really really really love BY2!

Their style totally changed from little girls to grown up ladies.

Love love them :)

Alicia

I need a break.

I'm always on break. But I need a long needed break. I just want a break.
Already 3x's I said break in the sentence there.
Shows how much I need this break. Much needed.

Maybe I'm not meant to study, I just can't man.
There's nothing interest me as much as sitting down doing nothing.
Shitzzz. Ok maybe not, but I dislike what I'm going through.
There's literally no point in studying what I'm studying.
Regret max. But I shan't waste my parent's money and give up half way, no?

Just...I know I'm not doing the best.
I need a miracle. Can someone enlighten me?
Like truly enlighten me, not with words only?
Aside that, I can't wait for November :)
I just can't freaking get over the exam and this month!
I just wanna do what I like! Which is NEVER studying. lol.

I want to grab a book and read, without any distraction. (trying)
I want to just sit and lay without worries when got quiz, assignments, blah.
I just want to cook! I'm so interested after going through many blogs.
I just want to walk around my neighborhood and just chill.
I just want to get fit, take some pictures, be inspire all the time!
I just want a freaking break.

They say, suffer now, and you won't suffer later.
Nuff said, so true but that meant not doing what I like.
More like, I'm just sooooooooooo not liking doing anything now.

How?


Alicia

Sigh Sigh The Lazy Bum.

I know I can,
BUT I'M FUCKING LAZY.
WHY? OH WHY?!
And it's a damn habit, not easy to change.
What to do? It's all in the genes lah :P

Kay, I secretly don't wanna blame the DNAs, but ah, just say it's cause of that.
Guilty lah.

I have this 2k words assignment which is due in less than 30 hours?
Damn, have I slacked. It's actually extended and I had 1 whole bloody week to do.
SCREW YOU LAZY PIG.

Currently, 11:38 PM,
Sleepy and thunders. What a great night to sleep in!
But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I have zeee 2k words.
Currently at 100+ word...blame the 'slow' genes.

*le sigh*

Alicia

Fifth.

Fifth of the month,

Loot of the day :)

Alicia

Only Me

There's only me to care & me to handle. Get that in my brain please~

Alicia

Eat.

I kind of know the reason I binge.
Yes, after this long I've figured it out.

I'm alone most of the time and I need food to accompany me.
That's a valid reason.
I eat when I'm with people and eat more without people.
When will I ever kick this lifelong habit?

It's just a matter of time.


Alicia