Tuesday, February 26, 2013

The path of cooking

Finding myself immersed in some recipes sites. I'm truly not sure if it's because I'm getting old, (personally thinks 21 y/o is an age of a seemingly matured adult) or I'm afraid nobody wants a woman who can't cook. Cook as in making oneself feel more homely.

For me, and as a Chinese  I believe eating with family are norms of a daily live. With such attractive technologies and media, people tend to spend more time eating with their devices rather than a human being! I am also one who spends more time with my TV than my family. Which is a little upsetting. Besides, I hate eating alone, especially in public. I rather grab and go than sit and stare. I know it can be enjoyable at times but as a single lady, it reminds the loneliness. Mind the lady who fantasize romance too much. HEH. 

However, health is also a priority as to why I want to cook as well. Getting fit and healthy, and not feeling shitty after eating a whole lot of carbs, fats and red meat. I often do feel so bad I feel like throwing up. Not a good scene. I do think this "path of cooking" is contributed by my close friends too. Seeing my best friends baking makes me feel like baking too. Seeing a guy who can cooks better than me, makes me feel bad for not having a basic knowledge of cooking. Seeing overseas friends being independent and cooking makes me feel obliged to not give silly excuses such as no time to cook. That contributes to the journey of my strong desire to cook.

Speaking about desire, it is also hard to cook as... I would tend to need to cook for 1 person serving because my family mostly don't eat at home, which could lead to food wastage. Secondly, I have no part time jobs nor am I financially capable of buying my own grocery, which I'm already guilty towards my parents, which in the first paragraph I've already stated 21 y/o is already an age where an adult already needs to be mature. It's an age where one could be a mother already. lol. It;s actually not cheap to buy groceries.Thirdly, it's a hassle, but I do find it comforting and a challenge to be able to cook. I mean, cutting veggies and meat are already so troublesome but the effect is rewarding. Fourthly, American recipes are so hard to decipher! Their ingredients are not easily found in Malaysia and if there are, it's horridly pricey which I could buy the actually food than to make it from scratch!

Anyhow, I must anyhow learn how to cook this year. Let's look away from excuses and face our challenges. Furthermore, Pinterest is such an amazing website for cooking ideas. So easy to store and save to read for later. The food I would LOVE to master is Salmon. I hated salmon but came to love it at a sushi king bonanza. LOL, it's healthy too. Why not to love. Heh. Carrot/Sweet potato french fries are good ideas for the junk food day, which minus all the unhealthy fats and you'll feel instantly better knowing that carrot sticks and potato sticks could taste like french fries. Heehee!

Long story short, I just had the whole day browsing recipes, which are kind of unlike me, hence the blog post. Hahahahaha. I do hope I could journey this path momentously and record about it.

Some great finds:

http://pinterest.com/aliciacml/recipes/ - My Pinterest recipes folders which I've saved tons of it.
Fine Cooking - Informative website in general about ingredients, food and how tos.
Delighted Momma - Easy simple recipes this lady have.
Elana's Pantry - Healthy diet recipes in general.
Vege Angel - Everything veggies.
Messy Witchen - Mostly local recipes, where ingredients are easier to find.

Monday, February 25, 2013

To love

"If you love a flower, don’t pick it up. Because if you pick it up, it dies and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation."

Well said indeed. Exactly how I've always thought.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

2013


Lucky boy


"BEBE~~~"


I see U


Walls

Going BKK tomorrow evening! Spent the CNY back in Kampar. This year is special as my mum's siblings are all back together hence the special gathering, but the fam is smaller as most had went to the UK. Ate like a pig, and ze diet had obviously been erased from the picture. Couldn't resist CNY snacks! It's just a part of the festive to feast like a pig, no? Needa get back on track soon.

Anyhoot, I'm missing my baby boys. No worries, left them for my grandparents to care. My usual routine consists of feeding them after I wake up and bringing them outside to do their daily business. But today when I woke up, the house was quiet as there was no barks that volumes to my room. Their presence are so strong that it has impacted my family as well. Teehee. Parents got kinda lonely without them. As for me, I miss hugging my Lucky, and be very proud of the "ever-so-obedient" Bebe. Note the commas (""). Haha.

Not forgetting, as I've been away for sometime from this not-so-personal journal of mine,
HAPPY 2013 & GONG XI FA CAI!
Oh, I shifted too :)

Alicia

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Scared.

Am bottling up my anger, scratched myself.
That's how I deal with it. Aside that,
I'm feeling slightly chilled but also stressed with the upcoming exam.
How am I suppose to deal with this?
I'm doubting myself for the exchange thingy, but I'm clearly scared.
I don't know if I should apply or not, I hate the paperworks.
But I want to go exchange. But am I worth it? sigh.

Anyhowwwwwwww, am addicted to these songs right now.



Am totatlly addicted to Dalmatian.
Scrolled through the tumblr tag of Dalmatian, made me feel much better.
I know..lol.

Alicia

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Randomness at 1am.


Exams are on next week. Hardly prepared at all and wondering how did I managed the pass 12 weeks. Miracle indeed. Things I've been wondering lately, Law of Attraction. I think it's kind of true, think about it, if you keep thinking positive, positivity will come in to your life, think smart and you'll always wanna be smart. Though I've yet to read all about it, after exams, definitely will I read 'The Secret'. I'm actually randomly blogging cause I'm listening to some slick R&B beat, chinese it is. Damn, have I listen to some great beats in awhile. I need to revamp my life, in self-development of course. I don't want, but NEED to change. Actions speak louder.

Alicia

Friday, April 13, 2012

Nell - Standing in the rain.

That’s enough
Is it pain or is it shame
Whatever it is, it doesn’t matter
We would always stand within that,
and the time would just flow along
And there’s no one here to blame

Sincerity is always so powerless
Crumbling away like the sand and
spraying out like the waves
And you just can’t stop the rain

Whether you wanted it to or not,
someday it falls
And we would stand in it again
And when you’re standing in the rain

There is very little we can do
Our heart would wet,
along with the rain.

Alicia

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Never like you.

You broke my wings.
You definitely broke my shell.
You gave up in me.
And how the hell do you expect myself to have hope?
YOU gave up on me.
I'll never forget that YOU decided on this.
I'm not the forgiving type either.
But you definitely gave up on this.
I don't want to be you, no.
It's the stupidest fight ever, but you showed how ugly I can be.
You showed how exactly you wanted to be.
I never want to be that. Just remember,
I'm different after this.
You changed me. You gave up on me.
You brought the ugly side of me. So how can I be near you anymore?

I never gave up, you told me you gave up. You did.

Alicia